Recurring Dream update ~ I figured it out!

I didn't actually feel 100% certain that I would get to write an update on my recurring dream so soon!

If you missed the first part, the part that came before this update, then read the original blog ​Akashic Records and Recurring Dreams​ from July 5th before reading on or read through the short review of it below.

It's a little over a month later now and I have some more insight.

So the original recurring dream I was having started when I was an early teen and I experienced it off and on for a while and really haven't experienced it again... until early July.

It's not really a clear visual. More of a feeling? A sensation? But it starts out with golden muted color that fills my eyesight. Like I am standing too close to what it is in front of me. There's no detail and I haven't seen anything like it before that I can remember so I can't compare it well to anything.

The feeling is like something is HUGE is surrounding me. Like my body is anchored to a center point and this mass has grown up all around me. I can't hold what it is. It moves and there's a rhythm. Kind of like a swirling or wave, a pulsing. I've tried "zooming out" and thought it was the inside of a clock or that the rhythm was the swinging of the clock's interior like a grandfather clock. I also thought it was a wheel because it had a turning motion. Something to do with time. Maybe it is Time.

Interesting right? Well I had gone into my records and trusted my guides. I rode the waves and was asking them questions to clarify what I was experiencing.

To which the answer was, "Potential".

The thing about the Records is that there is literally unlimited possibilities to what you can do in there to learn and heal. So potential is not a surprising answer.

However, I recently went and had my friend work on me. She held space, ground me, and cleared some things from my energy that needed to go. Her support allowed me to go deep within and even deeper still into the space of initiation I have been inside for so many dang days now.

I talk a little about the initiation and what it means for me in my blog ​My 230+ day of Initiation: How Dreams Reveal Soul Memories​ (crazy how I wrote this a month after this original experience and the title somehow shows a connection I didn't even see at the time).

This initiation is intense. It's asking a lot of me like all growth does but I know and feel it is my true path.

However, I discovered that the recurring dream, where I felt the vastness and size and rhythmic pulse of being, was replicated after I was led to dismantle some things within this space. I was led to reclaim some things and make decisions about others. I made choices that would support the good of all that can journey here with me someday and work within it.

This space is truth and it IS potential. I can't believe I didn't see the connection.

I am not ready to share more (not sure I will unless you find yourself in a similar initiation with me) but I am sure someday the efforts will be felt<3

I just knew I wanted to share with you the somewhat conclusion and update of my recurring dream and the quest to understand it.