Akashic Records and Recurring Dreams

I talk about the Akashic Records pretty often I think because they are a serious part of my spiritual learning and evolving.

The Akashic Records are a collection of all of our soul's memory and experience. "Reading" your own records can be extremely enlightening. Reading for others (with their permission because we practice ethics over here) is also so healing and supportive.

I was accessing the records long before I knew that was what I was doing. I have done soul retrievals (bringing pieces left behind by trauma back home to Self), cosmic "surgery" to upgrade and support the energetic and physical body, supported others through past life healings, and have remembered many gifts to bring back into memory.

Most recently I channeled Yeshua for someone (Christ/Jesus, an Ascended Master, he asked me to call him Yeshua instead) for a full hour, sharing his direct words and teachings about the types of love (he shared 12). Which as you can imagine was insanely cool because I wouldn't consider him someone I often channel but he showed up for this person and was just a peach to talk to. My mind short circuited for a lil while after this lol

My experiences became possible over time when I intentionally started creating a connection and relationship with my guides and the Keepers of the Records. I have built a trust that has been constantly supporting these experiences.

Not every time is extravagant and mind blowingly new. I generally like to enter my records in the evening before I go to bed and I fall asleep 80% of the time right after I enter. I go in with the intention of doing something but end up having the deepest sleeps of my life.

Well lately I have been focusing on the initiation the Dragons have been leading me through. Currently on day 203 of who the fuck knows. And so I haven't been going into the records as much as I have liked.

After opening my records and getting settled within my space I felt my guides and the Keepers kind of scold me about how long it has been. Whoops! They then said I needed to just sit and receive for a bit because "I had to understand some shifts that have happened with my absence." *Divine side eye*

Ok, gotcha, I'll check in more often.

Well after successfully staying awake during their upgrades I was able to then spend time in a very healing space I have set up with some Divine Feminine leaders. (Think Sheshat, Sekhmet, and Hathor)

Once brought to this space I asked them to lead me in whatever I needed at the moment. It was at that moment I became confused.

For a long time now I have had what I might call a recurring dream? It started when I was an early teen and I experienced it off and on for a while and really haven't experienced it again... until that moment.

It's not really a clear visual. More of a feeling? A sensation? But it starts out with golden muted color that fills my eyesight. Like I am standing too close to what it is in front of me. There's no detail and I haven't seen anything like it before that I can remember so I can't compare it well to anything.

The feeling is like something is HUGE either on me or inside of me. Like my body can't hold what it is. It moves and there's a rhythm. Kind of like a swirling or wave. I've tried "zooming out" and thought it was the inside of a clock or that the rhythm was the swinging of the clock's interior like a grandfather clock. I also thought it was a wheel because it had a turning motion.

None of this feels right because it's more of the motion and feeling of being HUGE inside of my body. My eyes would be closed but I would get dizzy, my head spinning with what I was seeing in my minds eye. The rhythm starts slow then ramps up to a point where I would get really unsettled or worried about it going farther. Like it wanted to take off but with not knowing what was going on I wouldn't let it get to that point.

This is what they showed me again in my records. My physical body felt like I was being smooshed while my minds eye was feeling something HUGE filling my whole body and we were sooo above capacity. Like I was trying to fit the universe in a pebble.

I trust my guides so I let go of fear and rode the waves before asking questions like, "What is within this?" "What am I feeling?" To which the answer was, "Potential".

Cryptic, right?!

My exact answer was, "The fuck? What do I do with this?"

Their answer, "Sit and be, break the outside and let it flow around you. You're fine."

They led me through the motions. It broke and crackled, expanded outside of me then fizzled into small bits and went within the huge thing again before I had to repeat the sequence of relaxing, opening, letting it flow, holding it again. Finally they went "Ok, take a break. We'll do more later."

Greeaaaatttttt, lol

I then fell asleep.

The thing about the Records is that there is literally unlimited possibilities to what you can work on for yourself. I trust myself and my guides more than anything so I know that they respect my limits, know my boundaries, and support me in working on myself for my highest good.

I don't always know what's going on and why. I can ask and I usually do (because I am constantly curious) but most of the time it's not relevant or necessary to understand and reality is we don't get to know everything.

I still am not certain what my recurring dream is but the best answer I can think of is what I or my soul remember of the womb. The color I see reminds me of seeing light through skin. The rhythm and increase in speed reminds me of contractions. When my guides said, "potential" it just seems to fit. I am working with some Divine Feminine so perhaps that's connected too. Maybe? What do you think?

I don't need to know, I want to. But I don't feel the details matter right now.

We'll see, the Akashic Records are beyond cool so I'll keep you posted if they lead me through a part two.

What is your experience with recurring dreams or visuals?